Tribute to Dr. Kumar
Created by Abha 8 years ago
You were/are
unbounded awareness Dr. Kumar. In fact, I was thinking whether should I call
you ‘Dr. Kumar’ as this name has some boundaries, some purpose and physical existence
defined by the world for some duty—a sense of commitment to someone and something.
But you were unbounded. You were/are what you think. If you think you are bound
you are bound. If you think you are free you are free.
I often used to think
that you live in duality. And you were if I see you with the ‘eyes’ of
relativity. But it was your inner journey that you had started already which
was absolute--with both body and without body. The journey from “I” to “self”
to self-awareness. Your quotes that you mentioned to me in the last days still
echoes “The door that
locks you in, is also the door that lets
you out.The " I AM " is the door , stay at it until it opens. As a
matter of fact, it is open, only you are not at it.
...
.I saw your body
departing and mind liberating...happening simultaneously You became the sword for yourself that freed
you. And I was witnessing your liberation… sitting with you in ICU. I was in
dilemma whether should I cry for the death of Dr. Kumar or should I cherish the
moment of your liberation from ‘Dr. Kumar’…
you are now
and forever free. You are unconditioned, changeless, formless you are now
consciousness… the universe exists within you and so I! Be in happiness and
rest in peace my dear!
Few lines
from Gita for Dr. Kumar who now exists in One as totality
You are not
the body.
You do not
have a body.
You neither do
nor enjoy.
You are
Awareness only--the timeless Witness.
You are free.
Go in happiness.
You have no
caste or duties.
You are
invisible, unattached, formless.
You are the
Witness of all things.
Be happy.
Right and
wrong, pleasure and pain,
exist in mind
only.
They are now not
your concern.
You neither do
nor enjoy.
You are free.
Attachment and
aversion
are attributes
of the mind.
You are not
the mind.
You are
Consciousness itself--
changeless,
undivided, free.
Go in happiness
You are That
in which the universe appears
like waves
appearing in the ocean.
You are
Consciousness itself
The body is
made of worldly stuff.
It comes, it
lingers, it goes.
The Self
neither comes nor goes,
yet remains.
Why mourn the
body?
If the body
lasts until the end of time
or perishes
today—
is there gain
or loss for you?
You who are
Awareness?
Rest in peace my dear!
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